I still run, I still hide But there's no getting away from the light The light that burns ever so deep I just wanted to be free But got caught by pride, now I'm terrified
I was told I needed a sacrifice A sacrifice to stay civilized, how could that be? A moment ago I was on the grind Now I'm blind, blinded by those that be They just sit there, smiling happily I was stupid and deprived Now I'm just another person whos been victimized Terrorized Utilized I don't apologize, It's what I wanted I'm now a god, totally idolized
Good things come to those who are wicked So don't pray for me and don't demonize me Remember, I didn't just fall I leapt So worship me Maybe then you'll be my favorite And become Illuminated.