Deep asleep my heart stops beating, why am I here this is a mistake. Lost in darkness my skin is freezing, I fell asleep but did I wake. I do remember a porcelain plate, I held a cup I ate and drank, Hemlock soup with a Death Cap steak, Oleander tea and a Ricin cake. Poisonous dreams betrayal and scheming, was it dinner that sealed my fate? Looking down I am not breathing, I feel no sorrow if it ends today. I see her face but she's not speaking as I drift into the dark decay