he loves me... he says beautiful words he tells beautiful stories he looks at me with adoration, or at least it seems that way... he loves me not... he doesn't always remember me he doesn't always acknowledge me he doesn't always keep his promises yet it seems like he loves me... because his bright smile shines when he sees me because his eyes shimmer when he sees me because he told me he loves me but words don't mean anything right? he loves me not... because he hurt me because he scarred me because he told me he hates me yet words don't mean anything right?