when the fire is bright it leaves burns on your hands, it takes scars and paints over in warm strokes of red; and it keeps you alive while you keep it alight. it's a matter of time before you run out of things you could feed it; as much as you need it, all fires are meant to die. it turns pain into heat and makes you feel loved, but it keeps you alive only as long as you keep it alight. when it burns from the inside, it's so easy to lose your mind when the fire is bright.