I ran towards the door not so they could let me inside I pushed through the crowd not so i could buy I thew a coin to the wishing-well not because it was a transaction I said nice things to my reflection not for him to reply I ran towards the door not so they could let me inside I wanted to feel the option to be kissed by lips not the curb of the pavement I hoped I knelt I prayed I never asked for a reality just the right to dream for a reason to live isn't needed when i can make a million reasons not to die