I'm reading Vonnegut I'm tired Had to look up three words In three pages The app wanted more money To view the words In a sentence I don't have the money
So the sentances remain Unknown I long to be more like Kurt I dream intense Repetitive dreams My pen in my hand Thoughts profound I reside inside his followers I want to go to a party
And quote meaningful texts I want to join that society 'Catachresis' Now there's a word for me The writer inside me Is trapped Uncultured
Behind failed education Inside a broken mind Desperate to find those words To explain my thoughts Which are deep and saturated of Feeling..... No one will hear me My emotions frozen
Those three words In three pages Already evaporated I have another four words now Four more to research Four more to skim my brain To mock my intelligence The app wants more money
I'm reading vonnegut And I'm tired
I try to learn a new word a day. But there are so many. And so many books I feel shut out of. It's too overwhelming. And I forget. My processing speed is 30... Which is extremely low. I know what I want to say but can't find the words...