tw self harm



I gave up
No more fighting it
Knife in hand
I brought it to my thigh

Then over and over again
Slash after slash after slash...
Must've been at least thirty times....
Until the area was covered in red lines
Beads of blood turning to gel

I just wanted to feel something

So, again and again
My mind hardly in control
Can you go a little deeper?
Try again. Again.
Try. It. Again.
Watch the red fill in.....
It's gotta go deeper
The whole thing needs to ache
Feel something.
Please.

please.


And once again
Like it used to be
I've soaked tissues and gauze
In my blood