I endued with divinity your every trait Since the very first day I happened to sit in that chair In your doctor's office with those curtains ominously drawn I was admiring your face placid like a doll No less then your velvety voice - calm, measured I kept in memory what took so little for too long as treasure
As soon as i got home i was consumed I inserted dreams of you into my daily ritual My appetite and sleep was shredded I only prayed on you via your social media
I stumbled once upon you in her company She didn't look like someone tantalizing And that served as a crucial impetus I felt imediately narcisstically amazing
When almost on a brink of losing sanity Sticking around the whole day in your vicinity I gamely took on a blueprint despite a lack of clarity If i can claim on you due to my superiority
Not by a lucky chance but by my piercing efforts ( because when i want bad i get what i want) I ultimately defeated your borders I ultimately captured that stronghold
Since then another chapter followed But happiness woudn't last for long...
I had to bear in mind it's not a lady's job to chase a guy and be overinvolved I was naive to hope I'd win a gentelman but not a snob
To the day I never forgot how you treated me like dirt Right in the middle of rolling up my T-shirt Casually telling stories of other girls With a blatant look into my eyes and mocking smirk and put on that tone, you aimed to sound innocent I always could say when your words were being ambiguous when i resented you immediately knew the cause But you've never said a word in your self-defence Other than repeatedly "dont take offense"
The first part was great expectations for too tiny you I'm overwhelmed now with repulsion toward you You only capable of twirling your hose Just like orangutans do in their cells in zoos And me? i'll keep on nurturing my human decency the one you poor thing never had in you