She has that reptilian heart, snake eyes- cat screeching, rabid anger. Whenever she's close to me, I need sedation; another world-one with beauty and love. Hers is a land of brutality and hatred. It makes my soul *****. When I'm lucky enough to escape, she finds me, and lures me back with her charms and spells. Then, it's back to the cage, waiting to be consumed. She quit doing drugs. Her dope now is control. It's the dragon that she rides to hell.