The words are twisting around me, wringing me out like a wet towel. The tune is stretched and thin as if it's an ode to the last of my happiness. It speaks to me almost as loud as the ghosts screaming in my ears, except the unprescribed medication I drown myself in doesn't keep it out of my head. I have to remind myself daily -- they don't know you they don't care about you the words aren't sung about you. But how could they not, when they ring so true? How can they not when my stomach turns to the time of the music, when the tears leak out of my eyes the same way the last notes leave the guitar? How can they not when they're the only bridge to reality I have left?