the only emotion i distinctively was able to identify when i saw you blissfully walking across the hallway with your new inamorata hand in hand was tearful rage the fire inside of me was so dreadful but anyhow i did not die of it, but of the smoke the fire created even the cigarette i smoked minutes later felt my temper when i crushed the filter furiously every time i inhaled the smoke
seeing you found someone new intensively reminds of being buried alive