from the ripe age of 8 years young i found myself with too much access to a dangerous place where scary men lurk to steal little girls like me "you're beautiful," they'd say "i love you" "if you leave i will **** myself" grooming me like a villain's lapcat luring me into a fake love so that i may be violated over and over again conditioned to be a victim of manipulative animals who treat me, a child, like a lover "i've always liked younger girls," my brainwashed mind blushing at the idea that someone, somewhere thought i was worthy of "love"