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Mar 2020
I tried so hard to make you notice me, see me in a different light.
I knew we were complete opposites,
And you didn’t feel the same way,
But I swear there were times where you made me question if that’s what friends were supposed to say.
I made one small mistake and like always, there’s a consequence to pay.
You don’t want to be friends anymore, you feel betrayed and hurt.
I would never want you to feel this way.
Crying over you would be silly, so instead I stay quiet with the pain in my chest and the numbness in my mind.
You were never the best to me and there were times I thought you took advantage of my kindness, but that ended up being my downfall, how ironic.
There’s so many memories of you in my phone, In my life, and I can’t help but look and think.
Whether i like it or not, you have affected my whole life. I look at things and places with you in my mind.
How will I manage to pretend we were never anything when we see each other at work? Strangers to close friends to strangers again? Is this the cycle that marks our end?
I never wanted it to end.
At least now you see me in a different light, but it’s the one i tried to avoid.
Rachel
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Rachel  22/F
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