I tried so hard to make you notice me, see me in a different light. I knew we were complete opposites, And you didn’t feel the same way, But I swear there were times where you made me question if that’s what friends were supposed to say. I made one small mistake and like always, there’s a consequence to pay. You don’t want to be friends anymore, you feel betrayed and hurt. I would never want you to feel this way. Crying over you would be silly, so instead I stay quiet with the pain in my chest and the numbness in my mind. You were never the best to me and there were times I thought you took advantage of my kindness, but that ended up being my downfall, how ironic. There’s so many memories of you in my phone, In my life, and I can’t help but look and think. Whether i like it or not, you have affected my whole life. I look at things and places with you in my mind. How will I manage to pretend we were never anything when we see each other at work? Strangers to close friends to strangers again? Is this the cycle that marks our end? I never wanted it to end. At least now you see me in a different light, but it’s the one i tried to avoid.