Forgive me, for I have since forgotten. I have traded in my inkblood for parchment I have starched the graffiti from my walls, Ignored calls from long-dead poets, Because I never quite quoted them the way that I was meant to. I have bent to the divine quill, my fill of pretty words Has overflown into untouched urns and silent monasteries. Forgive me, for I have banished my sword-drawn histories I have untangled the vanquished threads of my revelry. This verse is an apology. This verse is my best memory.