This earth doesn’t seem to be for me I wanna be in the clouds With those I lost and miss so much
I can’t erase my mistakes I don’t know how to forgive myself
My head is in the clouds Ohh let me go
I promise I’ll be okay Mami This pain won’t seem to leave So it’s time that I do It’s my time to go
I’ll watch over you Just like you did For 19 years
Now I’m in the clouds And I’m finally smiling
I know you’ll shed some tears But I’m finally happy Here in the clouds Here in the clouds
I’ve been struggling lately with my depression and panic attacks. I’m tired of the pain yet I still keep going. I don’t have intentions of killing myself, but putting pen to paper and chords to the piano really helps me.