Inferior. That's what I am compared to him. He can do as he pleases while I am the mere thing he used for his own gratification once or twice.
But that's what happens when you give someone everything, and they degrade you after turning you into nothing. That's what happens when you're inferior. That's what happens to scared little girls. That's what happens when you're meant to fend for yourself. That's what happens, when from the start, you're nothing.