I wish I knew more about Greek tragedies, more about religion, more about my own genetic make-up. I am just too bland. That is my fear. I have lots of them. The future. The past, it haunts me. Sometimes the does present too. The way my chest aches when I am home alone, and the way my dog's breathing skips in his sleep. What a wonderful life it would be to be a farm dog. I wish to be a farm dog often, maybe God will grant me this in my next life. The only thing I would have to worry about is the herd of sheep. Who obey anyway.