the second she walks through that doorway, i know it is over.

this fight is civil.
there are no clenched fists.
no plates are flung at the wall in fits of anger.
neither of us shouts.

no words are thrown out just to hurt each other in the best way we know how.

she doesn't tell me i am
:worthless/fat/ugly/annoying/clingy/toxic/annoying/fat/stupid:
:******/worthless/fat/ugly/hideous/dumb/fat/thoughtless/fat:


she just looks into my eyes and tells me we're done.

and this time, i believe her.