Sometimes blue - oppressing, coercing dreams. Or red - threatening, cautioning tales. Often amber - dubious, ambiguous notions. Or grey - obscured, absent, oblivion.
Never green - calling, coaxing, purpose, Peace of heart, peace of mind, A piece of Something that feels like Mine,
instead -
the constant struggle of my life, the door of the future stands in front of me, changing every time i blink, someday it will open but for now -