the people who should protect her stare into her exhausted eyes and hammer nails into her heart. chains bearing obligation and trauma coil tighter and tighter around her ankles. resisting worsens the sensation - almost cutting off the circulation until the pain is so great that numbness takes over, which leads to not resisting, which feels like resignation - and the cycle keeps going. all she wants is to run freely until the nails and chains are distant memories that she will never pass on to anyone else.