I thought those feelings were gone
Dealt with and over
But just a moment of reading
Going back through our past...
Hearing how you spoke to me...
And it all came back...
Powerful and terrible
Lovely and comforting
Until I remembered
You’re not mine
I don’t get to have you
And it hurts everywhere...
An aching from my heart through my limbs
Because I miss you
I miss that
And I miss the fantasy
That I called, “us”