I'm a drug addict I'm sorry I don't have anything better to say. Did you know I have secrets I keep from everyone? Is that normal? The things I've done for drugs would make me sick so I don't think about them. Everyone wants to be a better parent than their parent because they did such a bad job, but they did their best and my best will only be sub-par. Where are we going? Are we just looking through the rear view mirror as we drive away from the fire?