The roses you planted don't know that you're dead. Dumb vegetation can't comprehend the perversity of its outliving you, how its simple act of being when you are not is an affront to everything decent and sane and just. A senseless vitality of petals flash their idiot colours through a shroud of needling frost. It's not their fault. The flowers cannot understand that the one who gave them life has died. Whereas I pretend I do.
Recently lost my mother. Wasn't ready to. Still processing ****.