"You are obscure!", they tell me
For how could one like another for their damage
they do not see what I see, distant lover

"To hell with those addicts!", they scream
due to the crowd not seeing deeper into your minds
missing the good parts of you

For the way you smile, laugh and stare
has me in a daze

I look past your nonsensical doings and depression
and see what I admire, the good man you are
making my heart flutter

but how could I approach you in the midst of your intoxity?
surely you mustn't remember our moments we have together
how sad, yet I still pester for your attention

yet I still yearn the love and touch of you
but confused as to when you are not straight
dear distant lover, how complicated does this have to be?
for even this poem seems chaotic