I don’t think I see you anymore; I don’t see anything besides the Dangling red-stones and reckless curls, Sun-kissed smile shivering for more I cant comply to. I don’t want to lose you to the life you can’t give up and I lose myself every other day to Monotony. Maybe You could end that? I’m tired And blind And I can’t stop seeing your hidden sort of side—The one that glances at the person you wish I wore And writes of all the sensuous aspects of the world. See these fake words you assign me, I am not a crisp morning Or beckoning sea breeze entangling you in lust and mystery—I’m frozen.
I don’t know what else to say now, Standing in the un-lit streets of memories unwinding—holding close the heart I guess I broke—Staring at your shifting soul, I wonder who I would have been without you And who I will become once you are gone. Love-Locked looks I hide inside, Beside my permanently damaged sense of pride. So instead of any other sad display I’ll tell you You look more beautiful every day.