I miss you like the desert sands miss the lapping waves of the sea That childlike sparkle in your eyes as you laughed with me Our lives were a destiny not meant to be But it was the only future I cared to see
I spend my days, hours, minutes, and seconds as if it didn't matter But in the moments between time and space I am with you Could it be called love if I didn't know what I was doing? I made my confession to walls when it should have been to you...
Clarity always seems to cloud the mind, one way or another Because the clarity that speaks only speaks of pain; It hurts to say that it hurt to stay; It hurt to leave and it hurt to hate Hating her hurt far more than any rejection of hers
Words cannot find the feelings I want to describe After all, these are just love notes left behind...
//on her//
Speaking on tear-blotted pages and smudged ink...
Sorry for switching between first and third person so much... I often do so when visiting her in my mind...