All of these fires of the heart Burning on the surface like the last remnants of Of a civilization nearly gone;
Huddled forms tending flames that Beat back the dark Through short hours Stretched along a dying road.
Ever since I was a little girl I knew We would all leave here, Alone.
Are we really anything more than scattered bones Across the open undulation of the plains? The scavengers stretch their wings into the sky and dive To sift through the fragments of life we Leave behind, No more significant than fallen leaves along the forest floor Before the snow comes;
Yet, there is warmth in my skin so strong It wants to burst forth and form a new star out of love; Something that hangs above this pain And calls rivers out to run Across the dust of nothingness Before the sun dies, at last.
And yet, it is not enough
To halt the trains of time. My children and I Sit outside a hollow station by the iron tracks And keep these flames alight;
Their laughter, How it Colors the sky Red and orange And their souls hold back the night.
Still, beyond the shadows of our bodies at the edges of the fire,
The darkness is a tide.
What words should we speak into the void so that it does not
Rise?
βHe walked out in the gray light and stood and he saw for a brief moment the absolute truth of the world. The cold relentless circling of the intestate earth. Darkness implacable. The blind dogs of the sun in their running. The crushing black vacuum of the universe. And somewhere two hunted animals trembling like ground-foxes in their cover. Borrowed time and borrowed world and borrowed eyes with which to sorrow it.β
βYou have to carry the fire." I don't know how to." Yes, you do." Is the fire real? The fire?" Yes it is." Where is it? I don't know where it is." Yes you do. It's inside you. It always was there. I can see it.β