final option: exit in sight shall i walk this way?
rachel, eva and samuel being in the room my tribewords for what i consider family
final option: exit in sight shall i walk this way?
while you are remaining in this room of memories while samuel is crying while eva is sobbing rachel - dem kid's mother - being desperate
you know what rachel? we are akin to each other like characters in sentences: dots
unlike the undertones of exclamation marks and exclamation points
samuel is crying eva is sobbing cause you guys are in another city far away
you sent me a message: "i have to protect the children"
tell me:
from whom? from what?
estimate: how many fathers does a child have? spell out how man and woman wife and husband
become able to defend and favor their shadows lips and wishes
is there any meaning? am i flaying my skin daily? i am not a snake i am darkness and light like the rest of us bizarre billions made of languages moral values religions
do i have to skin myself daily? does this have to mean even a bit?
i don't know bambina but i am sensing that we are ONE:
blood boomerangs bound boomerangs bound blood blood bound and boomerangs
the devil cracked our bound he grinned and said: "my lost son i am looking at you: a man full of doubts
ain't no thang though i am confirming on oath: i will be getting rid of your doubts colorfully they will be gone
we just need a gimmick
hereby i am passing on the golden goblet to you there is some stuff in it to be found in lies and magic"
young jeezy (me ok)
harold hunter (kids, larry clark)
falco (rock me amadeus)
ali (mobster)
dmx (my ******)
fassbender (angst essen seele auf, in englisch: fear eats up your soul)
robin williams (comedian?)
benjamin von stuckrad-barre (writer and addict)
whitney houston (who was really crying?)
angelina jolie (in the land of milk and honey)
sigmund freud (will you lead me to the origins of golem?)
they daily drank from the goblet the list of my friends is long and enduring
some of 'em died some continued to live some decayed with numb limbs in musty chambers closed curtains
glossing ghosts above the head of west indian archie once a powerful gangster now a broke burnout
but this is one of many countless chapters my son ain't we good together boy?
i am confirming on oath: i will be getting rid of your doubts colorfully they will be gone
successful people drink from the goblet; they are in charge of their lifes my son
the golden goblet is like heat in the coldness the golden goblet is like cooling down in the heat of the desert
water purity nature and leaves chemistry and magic
my friends are global my friends are cosmopolits by the time some lose the "r" on their path: they become fiends
but this is one of many countless chapters my son ain't we good together boy?
all cultures all religions all languages
all my friends love the golden goblet more than themselves cause the golden goblet procures them
dear deception
all my friends don't love themselves anymore but the golden goblet all my friends don't love themselves anymore but the golden goblet
devils hang out beyond rehab centres they listen to the conversations of addicts they want to figure out their weaknesses analyze and exploit them
devil flapped his arms high up in the skies cheating god's position between trees and snowwhite castles in bavaria a state of germany
while the devil was listening to the addicts he held the golden goblet under the moon's reflections thereupon
the golden goblet was ablazed with light like a constellation superior to the earthly ghosts of weakness the golden goblet sparkled
the addicts perceived it as children perceive candy as teenagers perceive the defeatable supremacy of grown-ups
they perceived the sparkling as if you were listening to your favourite song
addiction is emotional addiction is the blind quest for meaning
the golden goblet twinkled over the roofs of the bavarian rehab centre and one of the addicts a young woman looked up into the blackness of heaven frankly speaking it was sparkling everywhere
the woman suddenly thought: i have twins i worked as a ******* i am not permitted to see my kids
in deliverances she spoke: "i was a *****" "i have twins" "i order 'em precious clothes"
a sheen coming from the devil's pupil as she expressed her fate
she sighed and said: "nut doc give me prescription... first i don't wanna take 'em ***** though they called (...) and (...) and (...) and (...)
after slinging though" she proceeded with a shivering voice " my feeling like gold"
her mouth opened widely as if she was hungry golden sheen
a darkred eyebrow vibrating ****** bald head full of
holes scars blood
since the beginning of memorizing devil has been breeding horror:
not to mention the death of g.t. leaving parents in a daze
not to mention the death of a.k. leaving siblings in a daze
not to mention when a mother passed away: t.z. leaving children in a daze
since day one devil has been embroiled in torment born from the fight of brightness and night the creature awoke
only in darkness hidden by the star's twilight beyond distances we recognize him
when he is far away from us like glorified past on earth though he embodies the shape of human beings to be between us to expose our weaknesses that's his guzzling his brew and his - blessing