Oct 2019
it’s been three days
but i can still hear the sound of our song playing on your old car radio
i can still smell the scent of your favorite cologne
i can still feel your hand resting on my knee as you drove
i can still taste the strawberry milkshakes we shared
when will i stop thinking of you constantly?
when will i move on?
how long will i feel this emptiness inside where your heart used to reside?
i know it’s for the best
but is it truly the best
if it isn’t the for better or for worse
that i dreamt of?
it’s been three days
i hope you’re doing well
but i can still hear the sound of our song playing on your old car radio
i can still smell the scent of your favorite cologne
i can still feel your hand resting on my knee as you drove
i can still taste the strawberry milkshakes we shared
when will i stop thinking of you constantly?
when will i move on?
how long will i feel this emptiness inside where your heart used to reside?
i know it’s for the best
but is it truly the best
if it isn’t the for better or for worse
that i dreamt of?
it’s been three days
i hope you’re doing well
this is my first real break up and i’m not going to lie, it hurts pretty badly right now. i hope the healing is coming soon. i’m trying not to regret my decision to leave, but it’s really hard. although it was a somewhat unhealthy and manipulative relationship, i still love and care for him.
