i want things to be normal, but they never will be. and i just want to cry, i wish you never kissed me. i wish you would have never pretended to like me, or care for me because i could see on your face today that you clearly never did. i just wish you never would have tried to. it hurts so bad that i am starting to wish i had listened to the people telling me not to talk to you, two years ago. i wish i could go back in time and undo it all and i am sure you do too..