i wanted you to reach beneath my ribs and touch my heart but your fist fractured my feeble bones your jagged fingernails scraped the insides of my lungs my nerves screamed but i could not find the breath to protest as your hands ripped vein after vein my cracked lips shaped forgotten words but you weren't looking at me you were admiring your scarlet skin when you caught my lip between your teeth i could ******* own blood you promised me this was how it was supposed to feel but when you pulled back you left my heart hanging in my ribboned chest it was months until i learned to believe that i would ever find breath there again