From my heart, my throat holding uncontrollable feelings
The blurry line between love or not
For the first time, this empty feeling consumed me

An overload of darkness floods my eyes
Guilt and regret for having hope,
I wished I could erase any confession

My chest aches, crushed hope despairs me and I want to run

Run from you

I wished you'd just be mean from start.
The love lost getting to you
Was worth it until this moment

Now, how dare you say I'll be over it soon enough

Soon enough, I'd learn to love myself
Just to have you come back
If I won't love myself,

Promise me
You'll be "too nice" forever.