When I first found love it was like a smoke bomb on the 4th of July Blocking my vision and pulling all focus towards it And when the smoke cleared I was left with nothing but nothing but poluted sky and the smell of burned salt
When I first found love it was like the snow in March It was beautiful and calm But left me cold and longing for what I had before it came along
When I first found love it was like the falling of leaves It was fun for a time until I realized the fun was over and I then had to work to clean up the mess I had made of my grandmother's yard
When I first found love it was like riding my bike for the first time in the spring It started rough, but I found my footing. I found myself overconfident in what I had achieved and before I knew it, I had banged up knees and was crying from the blood.
When I first found love it was like my very first stage dive. I jumped to the edge and found the perfect spot where I knew I would be caught. And then I jumped. And no one caught me. I was on the ground. Surrounded by laughter. You're such a fool. I should have known better.
When I first found love, is when I first found myself.
Alone.
But finally free
Nothing to do with my current relationship, just reflecting on the past and who I am today because of it