1. I knew your eyes burning me away In the beauty of fire.
Like a monk without a temple I watched with the experience of distance as my effigy sat drowning in your leering embers.
"I don't wish to remember you."
I whispered like the ash caked to my lips. It wasn't a question anymore.
2. "But, you WILL honor me"
The echo of its words scratched my soul sending me into the silence of winter fields. The dusk of life. It's desease, a solitary crow cawing its way through my resolve, absorbing the dying stars in your eyes. My heart tripping, over their pleading rythmn.
3. I screamed it as if to imprint the words Into the fabric of time.
"SO SIT THERE THEN!!!"
"Sit there and pray" "It's all you have left" "It's all you ever were"
I stood then, in the circle that fears dying gasp tends to make as it's life is being devoured from it by the wolfs of rage.
4. "Where do you want me to be?" My voice cracking like ice, part suprise, part steel.
"What can I give you that you won't bleed all over?"
"Only the truth." "Only the past."
"My secrets are mine."
"Only the wind and the wheel will ever show you but you are too busy looking for tomorrow to see today. To much vision to feel what's right. Now."
5. "I have not moved past you rather I have shed you. Like beer from a bottle. Making someone happy,
at least for now."
I turned and walked away, leaving the three of them To fire and wolves.
What ever you are dealing with, deal with it from the inside out.