You call me names in your fits of rage You say you don’t mean it in order to save face And it hurts me to say I believe my new names And I always tell myself that I am to blame So as we go each title is a little more hurtful Beating my bruised heart beyond black and purple I attempt to say “please stop” But that only causes my stomach to drop Because the anger in your eyes is frightening And each electric word is like a flash of lightening I’m scared to stand up for what I deserve I suppose I’ll continue to work up the nerve