Please love me when I’m crying because I’m angry or I’m sad. Love me when I’m drinking, when my emotions drive you mad. Love me when I’m ranting pacing across the floor Love me when I’m running and trying to lock the door. Love me when I’m seeing ghosts from a troubled past. Love me when I’m fighting when I’m breathing hard and fast. Love me when I’m broken, when my body’s giving up. Love me when I’m drained but still pour from an empty cup. They say that you have to love yourself despite society's dictation and lies, before you can ever love someone else, and that your partner is the prize. But I can’t stand my rolls and curves or my brain that seems black as coal. So love me when I’m falling apart, even when I’m never whole. Please love me like we promised don’t hide me on a shelf. Please love me more than I could ever hate myself.
For my wonderful husband. I will never deserve you.