If I'm shimmering like plastic
I am feigning I'm ecstatic
But I'll break I'm not elastic
& my grief it is emphatic.

Hurting but I swallow pain
Quiet I embrace refrain
A void has formed inside my brain
The skies roar with deafening rain.

Grieve just breath dont let it cease
The eye of storm houses peace
You will grow once you release
Or the chaos will increase.