You are the shadow that follows me where ever I go You are the cuffs That criss cross my wrists To bedposts In Egyptian cotton sheets With a blindfold covering my eyes I’ll never know whether Your breath on my neck Will follow with a kiss Or with hands clenched Around my throat I know I’ll never be able to touch you But you still manage to get me Back into this bed I don’t know why you want me As much as you do I don’t know why I can’t see my life With out you in it Some days you feel like A crazy roommate That I don’t want to live with anymore But don’t have the money To break the lease I remember the first day we met You smiled at me And told me your name was fear I had never heard a name like yours before Maybe that’s why you consume my mind I wish I had the strength to tell you no Your seduction is my sickness And I just can’t seem to let you go