These heavenly florescent lights split my head open and send waves of hatred through my aching bones. I keep telling myself that I only have two years left of this ****, but it only gets worse from there. I wish I could compare myself to a ghost, but some people still choose to have faith in a poltergeist. It's getting harder to wake up every morning knowing that I have to go back to war
And I know that you will be there, And I will tell you "I'm okay" And I know you wont believe me And I will be fine as long as you stay
So whats another ****** day on this journey to "finding yourself" in crowded hallways and fake smiles I'll raise my glass to friendship at a table in the morning, smile as I lie, and drink the poison that it holds I hate the people I love most, is something wrong with me or do I surround myself with two faced companions I'll sing songs to cope with my own failures and I'll blame it on others, and I don't want to be alone, but I'll isolate myself anyways
And I know that you will be there, And I will tell you "I'm okay" And I know you wont believe me And I will be fine as long as you stay
You're the line between my Sanity and loneliness .
this is about you. this is also about me being sad