Your body beneath me A blade pressed to your chest Do you trust me? Sadistic thoughts swarm my brain Like a nest of angry wasps A thin line Dripping crimson honey Your breath becomes sharp A dull ache in my skull Demons speaking into my ear The knife in my hand is so tempting I carve another line One after one and I still ain’t done The steal comes down full force Tearing past flesh and bone I can’t help but to let out a little moan Hands painted red Shoving my fingers in the open wounds Can I make someone so numb feel pain? Watching the light fade from your dark eyes I always wanted to be your end I promise I’ll kiss it better But now I have you Nothing can take you from me The cold metal to my neck Slices past the cartilage Feeling warmth drip into my lungs My vision filled with dark clouds I mutter and choke out my last words I love you
Ugh I don't feel good. My brain is somewhere else.