i'm standing pale legged at the video store the Friday's all coming to meet at this exact location like a montage ready to collect and gather information and then parting ways, moving into the local subways crossing the veins of the city in vain waiting for an optimal stop that allows them to step off into the sunlight and greet fate standing under the crowded street light ushering an invitation with sweaty hands as they collapse fully drenched
I can feel the air conditioning escaping the room can tell from the way people are passing by, that this pause won't keep and I inch towards the old case that holds the movie ThirteenΒ Β the girls with the studded tongues stare back at me and I am a mutant, unrecognizable in that gaze but still there's something that makes me bite my fingernails like trying to de-understand the floor is gum stained and the lights are so neon I think I can fall in love forever my shoelace is untied and the man behind the restricted area with the dark curtains coughs twice and I think that the aisles continue even after you leave