when you make a change in your appearance,
you expect everything in your life to change too .
at least that's what i thought would happen,
change in appearance, change in the life outside.
but no, nothing changed except for my hair .
my hair got shorter, the days got longer .
the pain didn't go away, it only got stronger .
see, it's funny,
when you try to change yourself for the better,
have a fresh start,
in reality everything is exactly the same way as before .
every moment, every second, every day .
and you think it'd get better,
but nothing changed .