3... 2... 1... My blade pierces my skin like the shriek pierced the silence of existence on a midnight walk in which I never returned.
3... 2... 1... My finger slides against the back of my throat in such a way as to release all of my guilt from my stomach from a day of carelessness and lack of willpower.
3... 2... 1... I jump from the bridge similar to the way a fledgling dives from the sky for the first time, not graceful, but still coordinated enough to be considered beautiful to those with a particular type of mind.
3... 2... 1... My consciousness disappears in a single heartbeat, with a puff of smoke disbursing, like a drop of dew evaporating, a child's laugh ending, a life falling apart, I'm a candle being blown out.