If life were a hundred years I'd lose my name at the hand of time and travel to the end of the world in advance at the scoching border of hell I'd dance to the delusion I was fooled to suffer and glance back once more to see I cannot ******* lover's lips or let the majesty of a butterfly steal my attention for eternity I'd watch the gloom strip me off my shell close to the border of hell and ask if all along it were mine can I then succumb in peace break a ******* with God and deride the masquerade he hosted? that of which he always boasted! But time and time again puts me to bed with a mouthful of uncertainty about the end of this entity which I believed was me or whatever me could be life can embarrass time and cease to age inside the corpse of years or wilt the petals of a feisty poppy That is the burden of those whom life endears For that I sit here and wonder why indeed did time go under?