And I find it so hard to search for words to say That my sanity went down the drain Like the leftover soap seeping off my hair It stings my eyes and turns me blind The monster picks the moment like a greedy child picking a flower It closes my throat so oxygen is a word I can't remember anymore Thoughts drip down my body and I find myself drowning in the condensed walls of my mind With damp fingers I try to reach for a strategy But I seem to have lost my sanity