My feelings are unresolved
Im flustered with the facts of reality.
There is no one to blame,
just the unlucky deck that life has handed us.

We had to part for reasons
beyond our control.

But that doesn’t ease me.
I can't be mad at you.
I can’t say you were bad.
I can’t say you were distant.
I can’t say anything,
because it wasn’t your fault
and it wasn’t mine.

It was the place,
the time,
it was everything
but us.

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You made me feel comfortable,
you made me feel safe,
you made me feel loved,
even in the short time we had.

You understood me better than most did
and I cherish that.
No one understands me,
but you made sense of my nonsense.

There are more words to say but not enough time
and not enough lines

So for now
I’ll sadly say
Goodbye, until next time.

- S.C.S.