Oh no- Is that what this is? If I think about kissing you- Or I think of us surviving a hostage situation- Or if I think of us cuddling- Or if I think of you walking me home when I’m drunk and me getting inside okay- Or if I think of a theme for our hypothetical wedding- Or if I think about what you smell like- Am I just smitten? Or am I in deep? Or are these just one in the morning thoughts that I’ll never repeat?