cheeks fill with the fiery heat of an embarrassing fire eyes close so tightly a pounding ache sprouts from the skull teeth lock together and lips bleed the more they fight to stay closed hands press and are drenched in soaking salt as they hide the guilty pain ears strain at the sound of stupid love songs mixed with ugly cries lungs struggle to catch a breathe feeling like theyβre running faster than they should be heart alone in its shallow shaft knowing that it shouldnβt be sad when it feels so much love
But the head knows it was better to suffer now than to bleed all over a white dress.