Yesterday I felt good about myself I thought I looked good in that dress Today I saw a video of me And my self esteem went down, I'm down on my knee I'm working so hard to maintain, A good physic my self to entertain My self to be proud of My self to not be worn off I count calories every day A limit I set to always obey A workout regim to never look pass Only walking, not taking the bus I find my legs so thick why? I find my arms so flabby, No I deny I'm gonna try to push some more forward To not give up on this trip, only onward