sometimes i feel like falling down but only. cause standing up is boring why am i storming though a season where leaves fall cause that's norming bonds break but tears freeze and that's how crystals keep forming
i should test myself see what i can find in the life of my time or at least what i've been prescribed
to put it honestly to wish is to dream and that is to put it modestly but to live is to rip your skin from your body because comfort is a sad commodity a place holder for what you're meant to be but that's placing your bets on destiny and that's still a dangerous place to me
reach for the stars or at least set your eyes on a planet that's not ours maybe mars that was predictable but it rhymed so sorry if i'm presenting my ideas as cliche or despicable at least i can decipher what i know is unforgivable a prison is a person who's microsoft-able
but that's just my angst creating a villain vaporizing vixens are vain to the core but the haze of pain is still in only cause that's what they tell me when i want more more than a ******* juul i'm too cool to care about my health cause the moment is now right, until i have to worry about wealth for my family or my chemical dependence it makes me wince i mean i just want health insurance sorry i'm not used to the governments idea of assurance but jesus christ one nation under god kids get shot for mowing the ******* lawn what kind of world are we living in **** is fueling the patriarchy for the worser if a fertilized egg is a candidate for “******” every single guy walks a around wearing ******* or kappa donald trump doesn’t drink pops percocets and ******
i'm swimming and drowning and i need assistance but it begs the question of thoughts that fester in an enemy i'm sorry, i know that's not fitting my opinion of the human existence but why am i creating an enemy when all my life has promised me is the empty shell of persistence